Well today hasn't been great, simply because ive been working and im soo unhappy in my job. I haven't been happy there for months now and its just seemed to get worse over time, i always leave feeling so down and tired. I had to fight through a 9 hour shift today so i am absolutely shattered. My manager is horrible, so nasty to me, its boring,repetitive and tiring and I just dont enjoy it one bit. I have been looking for something else but as everyone knows its very tough at the moment. I just feel so trapped and its not helping with my mood issues. I guess I'll just have to fight through it until i find something else.
I have pretty much no self esteem so being rejected for job after job really doesn't help!
Im off tomorrow though which is a lovely thought, im going to a posh hotel in the afternoon for snack with my best friend so I know I have something to look forward to which always helps...
love Hope xxx