Friday, 20 January 2012

distorted image or truths?

everyone keeps disagreeing with me when I say how I feel about myself, and logically you would think that well its all these people vs my own thoughts so how could all my friends and family be lying? but me being me, the unlogical side of my brain continues to tell me that yes i AM fat, and yes i AM absolutely disgusting, yes i AM too ugly to be loved.. These ideas of myself have been drilled into me for years, and I firmly believe I am all of the above, but those who love me continue to tell me different and no matter how hard I try, its STILL what I see when I look in the mirror.. am i really seeing someone else to what everyone else sees, or are they trying to just make me feel better?

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