Tuesday, 22 May 2012

I cant escape.

I thought eating was meant to be making me feel better? not worse...
My mind is filled, bursting, with destructive thoughts. I need to get out, I need to escape. I may seem like I'm okay because I am starting to eat again, but I feel worse inside than I ever have before and I honestly dont know what to do. I am hurting so much all I want to do is curl up into a ball and disappear..


  1. Hang in there! I'm sorry it feels so bad but you are getting better and you can ride this out! We're all thinking and praying for you! Angie xxx

  2. Hang in there. It will get better!